Sometimes you realise you've had a thing keeping you going that might be a lie. When you actually really understand that, it's like you swallowed a stone.
有时你意识到让你一直坚持下去的东西可能是个谎言。当你真的明白了，事情有可能从一开始就是个谎言的时候，感觉就像吞了块石头。