When one feel sad and hurt, the best thing is to devote herself to unlimited hard work. Maybe.  No expection no disappointment.  Maybe u r not for me. Maybe it's me that is a little wishful thinking and self-assertion. Every time I forward u retreat; u step further I withdraw. Ye something must be happening beyond our conscious awareness. what's that? lacking confidence in each other? Proud or prejudice? or predestined relationship is not enough? Or even u found a better one. Sigh......then I'll let go.  I cannot figure out what u think. I cannot read u or even myself. However I never let my friends suffer losses, let alone my best friend.  




sigh

but liberated.


cherish and enjoy the remaining campus life.


night.   ps: hope Linlin not have nightmares tonight.